Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Hermana Miller: Week 23: “I Shall Come Forth As Gold…..” & an update from last week’s letter!

3/25/2014

Sister Beers, Hermana Pocock & Hermana Miller


Hello to all my dear hearts!

It's amazing how much the Lord is able to refine us over such a short time. I truly have grown a gratitude and deep appreciation for every day in the missionary life-both the great and the difficult. I found a scripture this week in Ether chapter 10. It's verse 7, one that I have often just kind of skipped over. It says:

"Wherefore he did obtain all his fine work, yea, even his fine gold he did cause to be refined in prison; and all manner of fine workmanship he did cause to be wrought in prison..." (Ether 10:7)

I found that to be incredibly interesting, that in one of the most difficult and challenging environments on earth, there was precious gold refined and made into something beautiful. We have felt that quite strongly for a while now-that we are being refined through our trials. And this scripture gave me strength and the courage to trust the Maker, the Refiner, if you will, and His experienced and tender hands. He will not keep us in the fire even one second longer than we can bear, but just enough to purify us so that He can see His image reflected in our countenances. Before the mission, I had a very long, difficult period where the Lord taught me patience, and I found solace in the words of Job:

"Behold, I go forward, but he is not there; and backward, but I cannot perceive him:

On the left hand, where he doth work, but I cannot behold him: he hideth himself on the right hand, that I cannot see him:

But he knoweth the way that I take: when he hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold.
My foot hath held his steps, his way have I kept, and not declined.
Neither have I gone back from the commandment of his lips; I have esteemed the words of his mouth more than my necessary food." (Job 23:8-12)

That line "When He hath tried me, I shall come forth as gold," touched my heart, and became the title for a spiritual blog I had before I left on my mission. I found it again this week and it reminded me just how aware the Lord is of us, even on the days when we feel all is lost, and we have been left to fight the fight with our own insufficient strength. As we continue being exactly obedient, and joyful, and trusting Him with all we have, we too shall "come forth as gold." I don't doubt that one bit. This work is true. He is  loving. He is our Father. He knows what we need to grow, and loves us enough to put us through the paces. I love Him for that.

Hermana Alyssa Miller & her beloved Grand Island fellow Missionaries

Something wonderful and hilarious this week though was having the 172nd birthday for the Relief Society! Both the English wards and the Spanish branch women got together to celebrate, and we focused on the life of Emmeline B. Wells. Wow. What an incredible woman! We chose her because she has had nearly every trial anyone could think of, so each woman there could relate to her. She is an inspiration. (She was the one who coined the phrase "Charity Never Faileth.") I was asked to translate the meeting for the Spanish sisters and I really enjoyed seeing them connect with her. So after all the wonderful spiritual and inspiring thoughts were done, something hilarious happened. Everyone was cleaning up and we started hearing bloodcurdling screams start to spread through the gym. I look up and there is a BAT flying through the cultural hall! I start BUSTING UP laughing. I mean, imagine to yourself about fifty women, (especially the old white ladies and the Hispanics,) all dropping stuff and screaming and running around like chickens with their heads cut off....and being chased by a bat, and tell me you wouldn't laugh too. (Do bats even chase headless chickens? Who knows.) Little Hispanic ladies who don't know the word for "bat" in English were screaming "Vampire! Batman!"  It was just the greatest moment.  Loved every  second.  At least he was reverent enough to wait until after the meeting.

I love you all!  Hope life is great and you are being refined too! Embrace it!

Los Quiero!
Hermana Miller

P.S.:  Just a little update I forgot about the woman with leukemia from my last email.

She is doing very well. She told me that she resolved things with her fiancé, they are still planning on getting married in the temple, and she found out a few days later that all of the sudden her cancer is dormant again, and she will not be needing the treatments!  We got her to come help set-up for the Relief Society party, and she taught us how to crochet this week.  Both her and her fiancé will be taking us out for dinner this week as well.  I have been trying to find reasons to give her purpose every day, and let her serve other people, and praying, as have other people, I am sure.  I love that lady, and am happy she is being a trooper.  The Lord is so good. She actually got to help another older woman who passed out in Relief Society yesterday, so I think that helped her see the big picture and how important she is too.  (Yes, the ambulance came in the middle of church, it was an interesting day.)

Love you all! Seek out the lost sheep!


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